Poetry 01: "What I am Not"
I wanted to write a poem that encapsulated the struggles of writers without directly alluding it to their actual titles.
I am not a poem
I am bleeding knuckles,
I am nursing a bottle of wine
I am empty coffee cups and their stamped rings on blank paper
I am stolen pens, borrowed words, lost intentions
I am not a poet
– A verbose vagabond who wields no story
I am thankless nights
Empty applause at dive bars
Drinking obscurity,
breathing Rejection letters in crisp C5’s
I am sleepless and slept
I am not poetry
Theatricals, dramatics,
Drunk on nothing,
On the brink of everything
O who shall me deliver whole
From bonds of this tyrannic soul?
Which, stretch’d upright, impales me so
That mine own precipice I go;
And warms and moves this needless frame,
(A fever could but do the same)
And, wanting where its spite to try,
Has made me live to let me die.
A body that could never rest,
Since this ill spirit it possest …
Reading this during my poetry class JUST WOKE ME UP